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[secretagentmoof]

This page about "Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria" has been making the rounds on Facebook; while I have yet to find much of anything elsewhere about what that page claims, boy howdy does that describe a lot of my behavior. When I was a little kid, sitting by myself and feeling somewhat upset, the sounds of other people laughing or clearly enjoying themselves often brought me to tears; this has not changed much over the years other than me being baffled by my own reactions (while still remaining super upset). My spergy difficulties with correctly gauging intended expression almost certainly exacerbate this, and probably add to the feelings of alienation I have much of the time.

All sorts of cheerful "What will I be missing in the SFBA after I'm gone?" packing thoughts, bah.